Sitting In A Tree
Sam's boyfriend came and surprised him at work Saturday night. He came in with his friends, ordered drinks and Sam introduced me to him (his name is Owen and from all I've heard about him he seems like a great guy). On his break Sam joined him on the other side of the bar and they had a few drinks together.
I didn't sit perving over them or anything, but from what I could see they were intimate and lovely. Sam had a goofy smile on his face the whole time, as did Owen. They weren't lusting over each other all the time, they were just loved up.
I've never used the phrase 'loved up' before, mainly because I have never understood what it meant. But I have a feeling this was it. They were so happy and so comfortable. They were clearly in that stage of the relationship where the honeymoon period was over and you know the person fully. From what I could see they were completely happy together.
It was what I had been imagining for myself but I had never really, truly seen it with my own eyes.
It made me feel more assertive about the decisions I'm facing.
If I want it, then I feel like I need to start making the relevant steps.
I'm going to start making a change...
I'm shitting it.
Sam
19 January 2010 at 01:23
*huuuuuggggssss* galore :P
It's a scary thing, but no one wents to end up like David in Six Feet Under (mainly because HE'S INFURIATING. Or maybe that was just me...). If you want a relationship with a boy, you're going to have to come out some time.
But it's confusing. Don't rush yourself :) And, anyway, boys suck :P
I need more sleep. Hope you're well :) xx